Inner fight I am sitting right now in a meeting, I am asking myself, what brought me here? Why do I need to do this ? I should quit my job after the weekend. But wait, how can you pay for your rent, utitlities and daily food? I got back to wisdom and said to myself, wait till you settle everything down and then take your move. I am originally a physician and I found my self going into the pharmaceutical companies' way as something called Medical Science liaison, at first it was fine, but after awhile I started to observe the level of corruption I am living in. Highest levels of manipulation is present everywhere. Paying physicians in a way of compensation for their time and experise while putting Return on investments scales for each one of them is a shame. On the other hand what appears very promising to my sight is psychiatry. My only fear is to get affected by the field, "dealing with the mental disease can affect my sanity" I am telling myself. But the question is, after 3 .5 years in pharma is it wise to get back to medicine and start it all over again? Is it wise to live in a tight budget life once more . A 3 or 4 year challenge that I am about to take and I cant deny that I am motivated and terrified at the same time. I am waiting for your corrections and opinions.