How to be communicative with using foreign language? I think the most problem we can notice about to get comfortable with speaking foreign language is not to find partner to speak but to come opened for using language freely. Such resource as italki introduce to everybody, who has connection to internet, opportunity to meet many people for practice English for example. But it is not enough for every person. You have a wish to study the language well but you may be shy or closed as deeply introvert person. That could be a reason you can't break the border. You might think you have inner issues but they are just fears of undiscovered for you. I am from Russia and trying to learn English enough for feel freely in communications with business partners at my job by this point. And I listening to Don't Speak podcast to improve my level besides other activities. This podcast provides recordings with interviews introducing different people as Italian or Indian guy who shares with experience they had while studying English.  These guys have broken the barrier and was involved into unfamiliar environment in foreign countries. And it does not matter whether they get success but it deserves to respect due to they decide to do it because it brings them the next level of opportunities. Following to many motivational quotes I would like to say that if you take a look for possible result you would become more open minded and mature I believe. You will have not lost anything however you have to try and with high probability you will explore curious things and acquire something.