Starting a new chapter I'm such an introvert, it hits me every time I have to go somewhere, meet someone... This is one of such evenings. I love them though. I love sitting on the couch with my mum, almost sleep, and watch some stupid TV series. I feel like I belong somewhere. Like I should be here, stay forever. But I know how life works. Kids grow up, move out and these times, when everything was beautiful and simple, is no more. Maybe this is childich, but I am one of them. I am still a child, that tries to be adult. I want to be one of responsible, serious grown-up, but I have so many doubts. Could I ever learn how to be mature? How to feel comfortable in my own, adult skin? When will I eventually feel this way? These questions are constantly freaking me out. I'm starting a new chapter in my life. Tomorrow I'm moving out of my house, my home, my safe haven to bad, scary and far away city. I'm going to study. I'm going to be adult. Cross your fingers, guys, and believe in me. Because I don't.