Cindy's notebook entry: The day of Apr 15,2011 What’s wrong with you? Cindy, Why are you look so blue? Are you feel lonely? Do you satisfied with your current life? There are so many unhappy things that happens in our life, you should keep a right attitude towards this unpleasant things. This is your real life, don’t expect your life will go on as what you want to leave. Sometimes there are no one exist that can be your cloth friend. Maybe there is no one you can tell your real fillings. But please don’t fill sad about that. Although your friends are far away from you, your new teacher may don’t like you as you want, and some of your classmates don’t like you enough. But never to hate them even fed with them. It doesn’t have any help to you, what’s more, it must bad for your health both physically and mentally. What you need and what you should do is to try your best to leave yourself a qualified life. What is the truth? The truth is that you have lived in a word that do not belong to you. You should have lived a happy life with lots of kind guys in a huge and beautiful university. But due to your laziness and innocence, you have no choice but to stay here to finish your boring college time. I know that you are not expect someone can understand you. No one cares how you feel, if you are happy or not in here. Maybe sometimes you are miss your family members and your old friends deeply. You want to talk to them, to tell them your joys and sadness. When you are in declaim you wish there are shoulders for you to cry on. You don’t want your weakness be exposed in the sun and you pretend to be strong. Sometimes you choose to stay alone, but I know that you are not lonely. Baby, please be happy and do your every effort to finished the rest time in college and learn more knowledge. You will be good, always smile at yourself and be confident.