Everything will be fine . Body will be , life will be also. I hadn't sign in italki for a long time . I would not sign in here today if i didn't leave work because got a ill . LOL, thanks the sick . Time flies , a half of 2016 was already past , Miguel was came to China and already back his hometown , Jose was finished his this turn of job in Shanghai and already went to next country , I was gave up own studio and already work for a company . And B , he already lost all my patiences. Congratulations ! ..... Not too bad , right ? Last night , i felt very uncomfortable and woke up my old brother :" Gege , take me go to a hospital now please ." I was thinking him would reject me ,because he just came back from a bussiness tirp and tired a lot . But he said nothing , just changed clothes and took me to the nearest hospital , ran here and there for me . (Lots of place need wait in line in Chinese hospital although in emergency treatment .) Don't know why , B sent messages to me that time . I felt a bit strange and surprised -- we are not keep in touch on daily since we broke up . "How are you baby ?" (I'm so hate this sentence from him, I don't know how to reply " how are you" in a suitable way. And he just replied me "I'm good / fine / well " and nothing else when i ask him " how are you " . How to go on talking in this way ! ) "Not too bad , playing in a hospital " "Why???" "Acute enterogastritis" "Oh , high fever ?" "Fever , not too high" ...... "I hope you get well soon baby" "Thanks . I'll recover quickly" And i was stupid added one sentence for joke "Well , will be more quickly if I feel you are besides me ~ hahahah~ " ……And then , nothing reply，he was disappeared......Disappeared...... Hahahaha.......This is a western boy who said love you / miss you . My old brohter asked me "It's him ?" "Yes." "Oh, why he doesn't come to you ? And why he not totally leaves you ?!" "......" Well , she will be a foolish when a girl loves someone .Cheats herself again and again . But time flies . Dear , time flies . Get back your brain ! At the end , i want to give myself a song - <Try Everything >