Where to sit I graduated from university this summer, and I was admitted to a graduate school. As I had nothing to do at home I chose to come to school early. Now, here I am. I have met my tutor, and he let me sit in he and another teacher's office. Not for long, the biggest boss(Mr.Zhang) of our while project seems unhappy to see my sitting here. Mr. Zhang should have been my tutor for he is the recommented proson by my teacher of my university. I should have chosen him, I did at first, but when he told me that I could talk to other teacchers to see if I am interested in their projects. I did so, as a result, I gave him up. In practice, after the interview, one of those interviewers came to me and asked me if I was afraid of insects. I thought the question was about experiment, and I knew that he is special at computer analysis, later, I knew that he has been working on a project about insects. I study bioinformatics in university, but I didn't choose it when I decide to go to graduate school. At first, I didn't want to take other teachers in to consideration, but Mr. Zhang told me that he has many students, and I can talk to any teacher I want to see if I want to choose them. That moment, I felt he didn't want me. So I said I want to talk to Mr. Li--my tutor. Mr.Zhang told me that it was improper for me to sit there, and I said I would talk to Mr.Li. Mr.Li thought I could sit there temporarily so I kept sitting there. Today, Mr.Wang, sitting in the office too told me that Mr. Zhang had told him many times to tell me to move to another room and I had better not challenge Mr. Zhang's authority. I felt terrible, I never mean to stay there ignoring Mr. Zhang's words(order). I actually have been trying my best to avoid to troubling him as I somehow betraied him in certain way. God! So complex!