Love yourself Sometimes it takes a really bad heart break to see your self worth. To be in a long time relationship is to see your self spending your future with the other person. Time has been your witness how love grow stronger everyday. You surpass all the challenges and struggles together. Life has been easier with both of you supporting each other's dreams and goals in life. Life seems so perfect with him. That was life before you've changed into someone I barely know. I always train my self to be prepared for changes that might happen in my life, but I wasn't prepared for this one. It was very new to me (I mean the feeling of pain that is indescribable). I wish I had amnesia or I would have been taken a lot of anesthesia so I could not feel anything. If it was a nightmare, I want to be awake but this time it's for real. You don't need another someone to heal and be better again. Healing is decision you make. Be a better person because you love your self not out of revenge or for pleasing other people.