Hello Everybody! （こんいちは！） I want to make the two notes here today. I should to practice my English :) What do I want to tell to you? This is scary and terrible topic...for me, of course. I have some English-speaking friends who help me with my English. I notice it's improving every minute thanks to them. I communicate with them always and maybe every day. And sometimes ago they said me:"Diana, do you want to communicate with us and use your spoken English? We mean not text. We want to hear your voice and your speech." I was glad but when I begin to imagine it my soul begin to shout me:"No! I'm so afraid! How can you imagine it?! Your English speech understanding is very bad you know. I'm afraid. You're not ready! Do you hear me?!" Yes, my soul is right. I'm afraid too and I can't understand the English speech. Just if I don't understand a word I'll can't translate it with help of translater or lexicon. This is online chat and it's scary. I want it very much but I'm afraid. If I don't understand what my friend says to me I'll be very ashamed... Of course, such practice is very useful for me but my soul is opposed, haha. My friends said me:"No, don't worry. We understand you and we will call you when you'll be ready." Now I'm begining to ask my soul to will be calm and it's hard. My soul is stubborn, but however I like it.