My "struggle" for getting a first job as a programmer part 1 All this strange(perhaps emotionally hard) journey started almost a year now, when at my 20 years old and with very limited skills(let`s say in most of the fields) I decided that is was time to start applying the stuff i had been studying at the university for more than a year, (I study computer engineering by the way), into the real life. I was bored of school, so with so little knowledge of how the things worked in this field i made up my first cv, an really ugly cv, but not that ugly as the photo on it lol. So i sended the cv to a couple of companies that were looking sophomores, next day i received 3 calls(i had just applyed for 2 companies) , the problem? the 3 of them were full time consuming and i would not have time for school, one seemed perfect(EY is the compan'ys name), it was distance IT support(i could work from home), so i would have to talk in english with company`s clients from all around the world, i was thrilled, but here came the thing i had to do an english test, and at that time i was't pretty good, so i was out. then was another one that semmed pretty good(accenture) but i felt that the company didnt care much neither about me nor any of their employees so i passed, maybe you think that im really complicated, perhaps you are corrects, but at that time i wasn`t needing monet, i just wanted a job for learning new skills besides the college, it was not worth it to have a job that i didn't like and were i would not learn new things, i were looking for cool experiences. Then i stayed a time without thinking about work, but working in my own skills. when december came over thw wanna-work attack depression started popping again, so i went down in seek. i got a call from a company for a work as a developer, the only problem was that I didn`t feel with the values of the companies (if it has any), i am feel person, i love doing things that follow my values, nonetheless i went to the interview against my own will. i had to do a skills test, even tough i thought i did pretty bad at the test, and i still do, they call me for a "psychotecnic interview" ,.So i showed up at their offices, where a uncortable woman that presented herself as a psicolog took to her place first question: "why do you want to work to our company? " answer: "i don`t know... (some not feeled shit)", then we continued whit logic tests, all of them were perfect(or at least it semmed like because the interviewer`s poker face wasn`t giving any clew). finally the hardest..