friendship

This semester, I lost a friend. What a bad thing, but I kind of feel like that should be like that. We had been friends since we entered university. Actually, I am not very much like her and continued our friendship because she was so kind to me. However, I found that she was not as kind to me as I thought.
这个学期，我失去了一个朋友，但是我认为事情就应该这样发展的。我们是在刚进大学的时候成为朋友的。其实，我并不是很喜欢她，只是因为她对我很好，所以才和她在一起玩的。但是，她也没有如我想象的那样对我好。

She always made me feel like I was a person who focused more attention on my boyfriend than on my friends. That made me very unhappy. I had tried hard to find a balance between our friendship and love. And I didn't even really talk at all about my boyfriend in front of her, but she still holds that thought.
她总是让我觉得我把爱情看得比友情更重要，这让我很不开心，我已经努力尝试在友情和爱情之间找平衡了，我甚至几乎不在她面前谈到我男朋友，但是他还是这样认为。

And she was jealous when I became more intimate with another girl than with her. What's worse, she told me that. I think our friendship got worse since that. I felt much agony when her, the other girl and myself were together. I liked to talk more with the other girl and she would be unhappy. What a hell to me.
而且她非常嫉妒——当我和另一个女孩玩得好的时候。更糟糕的是，她告诉我她嫉妒了。我认为我们的感情就是从这时候开始变坏的。当我、她以及另外一个女孩在一起时，我会感到非常痛苦。我喜欢和另一个女生聊天，然后她就会在一边不开心。真糟糕。
It's time to have lunch,I gotta go.