What Is It Like? Last night I was on YouTube, and I stumbled upon a genre of videos called " ASMR". I found boyfriend role playing ones, OK so ASMR is kind of hard to explain. Though it's about noises and sounds, with the boyfriend ones it's about soft whispering and kissing sounds. After watching one I started crying, it just feels like I'm missing out on something.I feel like loser listening to these, part of me pertends it's real, but when the video finishes it's back to reality. I just feel alone and I ask myself " What is like, to have someone there that wants to cuddle. Is this normal to always feel like this?