White & Black oh me ! many times I advice others and tell them don't put your happiness of some people . but hold on ! did I do that ? no, I mean sometimes I make my self happy by dong something that make me enjoy and sometimes I said I will be happy if I see someone or if I got something ,then I feel happy but for few minutes . you know !! sometimes you are happy when you talk to others but it should not be all the time . there is one thing I hate it on my whole life , when I talk to someone for months then gradually s/he talk to me less than before , hey I miss you a lot ,and I miss that's days . you leave a beautiful things in my memory like : songs , pictures and video .hey don't worry because I care about you and you are important person in my life , I won't pressure you at all . do what you want I don't mind . I wanna tell you something : do you know dear ! it was amazing days , we was talking all the time , share several things and we sometimes had same situation .now what ! I'm a lone , this is me !! the nice moments in my life is for few minutes . I dunno why this happen ! all the people that I love them , they leave me , okay why !! I'm human I have heart beating and thats really affect my day and mood . but did I let others know that I'm sad ? never I will keep smile for others and I won't let others think ! just think !! that I'm unhappy because I don't like people think I'm weak person . well we all have the white and black sides in the body person that's mean we all same ,but hey who's read my entry ,we look same but still there's a different too . the white side is happy and black side is sad , each person is different because the percentage of the white side are more than the black side or the percentage of black side more than the white side . you who's I miss I wanna say to you ; always I'll be there , waiting you , and if you leave me , I wish all the best for you and I want you enjoy in your life my dear . * sometimes when you talking about your emotions to some people, they think wrong about you , so the best way to say by typing what you suffer about then you will be fine and glad :) Note : sorry if I make you feel sad and sorry if my entry has mistake .