returning home I am Roquia i was born in egypt but when i was four years old i lived in kuwait for about 8 years and after that i return back to my home town in egypt i was very exaited about that at frist but after short time i faced many problems such as recognizing with my big family, dealing with anyone specially the boys because in the gulf we do not used to talk with boys and that is a big problem for me when i live in egypt which is open and libral country . I had to do many things i did not try to do it previously but i adapted by the time . My home town is very beautiful but dealing with others is deficult , for this reason and many other reasons i leave my country and return to the gulf but that time is to saudi arabia i spend i good time there but after two years the youth in egypt do a great revolution and all of my family decided to return home to build our country and participate in the revolution in 2011 there were many events happened the main or them is that we could overthrow the regime but our revolution was stolen by the military forces and we become to see more blood and kill . Three years of overcoming the armed regime with our armless bodies in streets , all of this sacrifices is for our country so we continued our march even we had our right of choosing our president , the majority choosed mohamad morsi and he became the first legal president in egypt . Morsi did his best to upgrade the level of our country in the world and we help him but the war of the authority was bigger than him and all of us ,so the military forces did the unti coupe . we continued in rabaa square and call for our rights and to release our legal precident but they reply by the force language which they just know i saw too many peaple were killed and i help many others . I can not describe the difficulty of this situation but i feel as if i was in a war . I spend 2 years in egypt trying to deforme the situation but i could not do any thing more because there is no law in the country there is no life . At the third time i return back to gulf to in which i grew up but again this time in qatar . I do not know when i will return home and even if i have bad memories in egypt and i have a comfortable life here but i will still dream of returning home after all thing return right .