MERCURY's notebook entry: Mar 23, 2011 It's my second time to be here~And I'm very happy to see that AKI left a message to me~ It's a tough time for losing the way of life I thought. And I am in that bad condition now~ Time past by fast than I could imagine, but I still be the first place where I was borned. Everyone stepped out but me..... I was there, did the boring job with poor salary in amount of old people. My parents hoped that I could get married with a rich guy~ they said money! money! money! could give me a good life~I am going insane. ~ I need money, but I don't love it!!!! I know I cannot be hit down by life and here's no one could help me out~ The most important thing right now is getting back my dream, no matter how many people say no to me~ MY DREAM IS TRAVELLING AROUND THE WORLD~ FEELLING ALL THE GOOD, BAD, BORING, EXCITING THINGS~ LEARNING ALL THE THINGS I DON'T KNOW ( I AM SURE OF THAT I CANNOT GET EVERYTHING~~HAH) AND MEET THE ONE AT SOMEPLACE!!! Am I strong enough to deal with that? Maybe~ I will do my best~ I hope I can live a wonderful life~ HAHHAH