How often do you feel left out?

I am a perfectionist, and I am also very particular as well. I have so many tasks and I have to do everything in my own way, so it will take a long time to finish my tasks. That means I will literally spend almost all my time in my bedroom.
To be honest with you guys, I really feel left out in my dorm. Honestly, I have been really sad lately. I feel like I can't hang out with my friends because I have so many things to do in my bedroom. I’ve always been more of an indoor person. I hear my friends laughing, having a gossip at the kitchen almost every day. That really stinks. I feel like I really want to join them, but it’s a really awkward moment for me because there are so many things to do.
I have only once gone to my friend’s bedroom just to hang out, and it was really a waste of time. I couldn't stop talking and telling anything to my friend. I decided to back to my bedroom and did my tasks. You know I got really sleepy and decided to sleep. I didn’t do my tasks anyway.
Formerly my friend liked to play in my bedroom, but one day when she came I said that I wanted to do my tasks. I said that I was really busy, and I closed my door. After that, she doesn't come to my bedroom anymore. Well, yesterday she came but merely just dropped by.
I'm really sad, I don’t like to waste my time in my dorm. I just like to play or anything in my campus or anywhere else. For me, my dorm is just the place for sleeping and working. I want to move out from here. I'm looking for another place that only has one bedroom, so I will not hear my friends, TV, or anything else and I will not feel left out anymore. I hope the place that I saw yesterday is a nice place and will be a great place to live in.

*The verb 'frolic', is typically only used in situations that are to do with the outdoors i.e. 'We went for a frollic in the garden'. It's also a bit of an old-fashioned word. A better word to use in this case might be 'wander' e.g. 'I've only once wandered over to my friend's room to hang out'.