motivation

When I was a high school student in Japan,I studied English for an exam to enter a university.

But studying English was really boring (for me )because I had to do same thing again and again(repeatedly), reading textbooks,writing words down to remember them,writing essays/sentences to present to my teacher( show my English teacher) ,etc.

The task was not fun. But , unfortunately, I had to do them to become a university student

I had much confidence since I'm very smart.

However, my confidence  was shaken by foreign students in my university because I couldn't catch understand their English at all since they speak too fast for me to catch their meanings.

 
So I thought my studying English was wasting my time.( my studies of English was a waste of time)

It was meaningless. But, it is not true.

One of the foreign student said to me that I was really suffering from studying Japanese on the desk cuz it's boring. But the time to study hard towards the desk was not wast. If I never did, I can't speak Japanese now.???? 
What he said impressed me. So I will continue studying English and will not give up.
Thanks for reading my essay.

motivation

When I was a high school student in Japan, I was studying English for an exam to enter the university. But studying English was really boring for me because I had to do the same thing again and again, reading textbook, writing words to remember them, writing sentence to show my English teacher, etc. The task was not fun. But then fortunately I could be an university student. I was really confident that I was very smart. However my confidence was broken by foreigner students  in my university because I couldn't catch their English at all, it was too fast for me.
So I thought my time studying English was a waste of time. It was meaningless. But it is not true. One of the foreigner student said to me that I was really suffering from studying Japanese on the desk because it's boring. But the time spent behind a desk studying was not a waste. If I never did, I wouldn´t speak Japanese now.
It was very impressive to me. So I will continue studying English, never say never.
Thanks for reading my sentence.