A star-crossed relationsip Now,I'm sitting on a bench in a desolate park,and there is a hill in this park.I'm regarding at twilight is swallowed by darkness.My emtion is just like such situation.I always fall into unrealistic meditation,sometimes I wept,sometimes I smiled.I remember a boy with fantastic curly hair I have loved,frankly,I don't know how to define this relationship.Though he was not my boyfriend,and now Isn't,I still miss him.Sometimes I feel guilty…Do you know why? Because of religions..There is a turkish restaurant in our city,one day ,I was walking by this restaurant,he suddenly went out to nihao"hello"with me.At that time,I didn't know him at all,it was my first time to walk by.I met him in February,winter. By and by,I became a student in English training school which located beside his restaurant.And after this, I often walked by ,even it was out of my way home.I tried to approach him,and I got his wechat ID by chance.Surprisingly,He knew me,we've chatted for half hour,but 30minutes later,I got a message fron wachat's system.He deleted me,I was so confused ,what mistakes I said. The reason might be that he asked me if he could be my boyfriend or not.I told him that gave me some time to consider. Maybe my answer made him feel akward. After this,I still walked by turkish restaurant.One day, I saw he was playing the volleyball and I smiled to him,at that night,I received a request on wechat,he added me again. Then, we met in a cafe, he still asked me some questions about being my boyfriend,I really loved him,but I can't,I know if I accept I will violate the commandments in Bible. He didn't know I am a christian, but I know him ,he is a muslim.Because he had told me that he had never drunk wine,never went to bar.I was so frustrated when I told him my identity.He turned into a straight face at once.I really can't,for all my family members are devout christians!Now we don't contact each other any more.Although I miss him sometimes , I didn't feel guilty any more.Meanwhile,I realized that love is such a weak thing,do you think that love can broke religious principles ?