Jealousy Sometimes we all envy somebody. We wish to be in their shoes. Aren't we? Today I have got news from a friend. She wrote me that she is going to USA for a Master Degree for the upcoming year. Am I jealous? I am happy for her, but deep inside I may be a little jealous. I think I am killing myself with my family problems. I again started to pity myself and remember that I'm a loser. When this happens, my day sucks. And watching others' joy hurts. Yeah still there are people who want to be in my shoes, yeah I'm still in a better condition than some people in some parts of the world. This doesn't change my mood.