Changing Environment

I never thought i would like to be in slience so much. Now, i can't imagine playing with a lot of companies instead of being in slience. In which, where i can immerse into studying and experimenting. Time is like a graver cutting away my hobbies, interests, relationship and the connection with my friends. I must admit that i have become a stranger to my friends and my family. Different life style and expression of logic. So much things have left me and have gone without any trace. Suddenly, I find everything has changed except for me. The fact is that maybe the only thing has changed is just me. Where is my love girl, where is my companies and where is my childhood? Sometimes, we can't look back but to adapt with the new environment. How can we know whether it is would be the hell?