what do i want? Everytime when i ask myself what i really want, the first object comes out in my mind is money, then lovely wife without any other valuable goal, let alone dream. Do i really need a lot of money and lovely wife who i dont even know who she is just beautiful. Obviously, it is not right after a long time deep thinking. What the hell, who changed my pure soul. We should be honest and devotional. Recently i maybe need spend serious time to deliberate what i should fight wiht my passion, what i should fight with my rest of life.