At the end of ours conversation ending with me, I could do nothing but crying in silience. I was speechless when I heard him - my beloved man - planned to study abroad without asking me first. I mean, he has made me wait for nearly 3 years, and has now put me into this horrible situation, again. I wish I could broke burst into tears, but I can't even sob loudly at that this time. 

Please tell me this just a nightmare.