The first short article

Today is my first day using italki. Last Friday I asked my boss for a raise, but today I got the words back that they will only increase my insurance base, and give me the raise I want after/in another five months ago. Actually I felt a little bit upset. I think that this job cannot let me make full use of my abilities, and as well as I cannot get the salary I want/ as well as giving a salary that is too low. I've tried to find some other jobs, but sofar have not succeeded it does not work until now. So I am a little confused right now - I need this job's money/the money from this job to make a living, and I also want to save some money for a gap year in future, but I do not like this job that so/very much at all. It feels like is a dilemma for me, what should I do now?