For people who give up

Hello, everybody! I started to learn English several years ago. I would like to talk,read,write in English very well. It was my dream. But now I understand that I should think in English. It's really difficult. I'm a bit shy when somebody tries to talk to me in English because I'm afraid of a misunderstanding. I'm very emotional and other people can see it. I'm afraid to make mistakes. If you ask me: "Are you ready to give up?" My answer:"Yes!" But sometimes the mistake is better than just a phrase "sorry,I don't speak English". So I continue to try to learn this foreign language. And I'm writing this text without (some) dictionaries or (some) translaters. I'm sure that somewhen time I will be able to say: "I speak English very well!!!" I wish you good luck in learning (of) your foreign language .

Actually, you have made hardly any mistakes at all.  It may be a different matter trying to speak, but if you can bring to it the same concentration and determination that you must have had to write as well as you do, I'm sure that you will overcome your inhibitions.