Kevin's notebook entry: Jan 29, 2011 Come back to home with a tired body，I wanna ask myself：why am i doing？and who am i doing for？I have try to work for several days，i realized that earn mongy by oneself is not as easy as what i have imagine before. but till today, something confused me. may be is the hard work makes me feel fidgety. after 5 month i will go to Holland to study. there have several days i try to draw a picture of my future life about university life. but the photograph is quite vague. Ah~~~~~I am going mad！！！....ok...try to calm dowm~~~