March 17 Toronto's temperature has been rising after the beginning date of the daylight saving time, so I have got a chance to walk around my workplace during lunch break. During the walk, I can talk to myself or think about something. It's much better than staying in the office all day. The topic that I have been thinking about since last week is what I should get from this internship experience and how I should take advantage of this period to make contribution to my future career. In terms of my long term goal, I would still prefer to find a job related to the capital market, just like what I did in China three years ago. It's obvious that what I am doing right now has nothing to do with finance. Therefore, it's pretty hard for me to get any hard skill which will be preferred by a financial company from my current daily work. But on the other hand, I've gotten some other kind of chances to improve myself from this work, like attending meetings and group discussions. Frankly speaking, I didn't prepare very well in those previous meetings so that I was very mute most of the time. I hope in the future I could put more time on preparation and dare to say my opinion during discussions. Preparation is easy. It just needs time. However, public speaking or expressing opinion publicly has long been a weakness for me, so it will definitely be tough for me to make the first several steps. In order to overcome the fear, I sometimes tell myself that now that I am not going to work here after 6 months, I don't need to consider how others treat me so seriously, let alone my goal is also to make our product better.