i got sore throat month ago. god, i suffer from sore throat for at least one month, and suffer from condemnation that why i dont even konw what i am hoping for with my life for few years. recently, i wake up early, and i do nonsence i dont even remember. like watching some talk shows, movies, . the only thing i think meaningful is i konw some good movies, like freedom writer, big hero 6,predestination,etc. and know much about economic phenomenon, policys because of talk show. but sometimes i would think about what is my main purpose in these period. it is ielts(inrernation english language testing system). and then all things i do must about improving english, that is the only way i can pass ielts. however, i also would think about what the ielst is, is it very suitable for learning english? somebody say yes it is , it is the best way for you to prove youslef that your english is good enough to study. but why does a test need so much money, he say i dont know maybe they need a plenty of people to correct , and you know almost all of examiner is from uk and autralia , that will cost much money for their salary. ok then, is it possible that examnier dont want you pass due to they wanna get more money first. i dont know about that ,i think they would not do that because they are teacher or examnier, they have their honor? he say, but it is business, right? the institution can get benefit from that ,right? ... like i was saying, i dont know what i am talking about, just write nonsense