[I wonder what is the biggest job I can do myself ?] I wonder what the biggest job that I can do myself is?

[I'm not tired from a relaxing plan, trying to not have struggles with people which would ruin my days and my life, but the problem is that I feel an empty space in my life.]

[There must be bigger things to do! Something like writing a masterpiece? Maybe!]

[But, not necessarily a masterpiece; something easier is enough.]

[There must be something that you dedicate your life for - maybe people don't care about you, but their opinion, at least in this case, is not important.]

[Unfortunately, I haven't found these great pleasures in my life.]

[I'm looking for it; I need it. Life is not just these short moments.]

[I'm learning this language. It's a good pleasure. I'm investing in my second language, but it's not that great for me.]

[It's a normal pleasure - not big, nor short - what would you suggest me do?]
[Do you know when my life will begin? The moment I find pleasure.]

[Please do this for me, beside correcting structures and suggesting better words for my essay to make it beautiful. Thank you!]

You need to find something, anything, that 'draws your heart' - I may love different things, but they are normal things or give me normal pleasure; I looked and found the thing that gives me great pleasure, and it is something that I may never have, but even thinking about it makes me so happy that I feel like crying.

I can't tell you exactly when you'll find true pleasure, but your life has already begun - even if it's boring while leading up to something more important.