A Letter for Him Darling, When I sit here looking for words that can tell you truly how I feel, I feel like I’m falling short of words, I am not good at composition, that’s why I always fail the english exams. But, it’s a strong desire of sharing love with you that I can’t help writing something down. You said that you suck at explaining how you love me, but I don’t need you to explain anything, I have already seen a real change of you that from a silent boy to sweet, let me be narcissistic to think as the reason you changed is because of me. I still remember vividly the moment that i first saw you, so much so that I felt my heart frozen when you looked at me and smiled, you have no idea how charming you are when you smile, although I have expressed my feeling for thousands times. My english was very horrible in that time, it became zero in front of you since I was so nervous to stare into your eyes. Everything happened like yesterday, I can still distinctly feel this nervousness although time has been past for one year. We live in the two sides of earth, my language is not enough to express how painful I am when each time I think of you, god knows how strongly I want to hold you and touch you. When I watched the movie The Ghost, my tears almost flooded me, because you are like a ghost for me that I can never touch you. I have told you I like closing my eyes to feel you, imagine you are holding my hands and whispering in my ear that you are always with me. When I miss your voice, I go to listen to songs of Arijit Singh, watch indian movies. I do everything as possible as I can to feel you but I still can’t help crying when I realize you are far away. Do you remember last time we had a fight? It almost took my breath away, I promised to myself that I will never talk to you, but life was like in hell without your messages, I was waiting for your apologize, I can’t imagine how life would be if you never talk to me again. Thank god, you apologized after 3 days, I was pretending to be cool that I replied you as it’s ok it’s not your fault, but in fact I wanted to say that our fight just made me realize how much I love you and how much I can’t leave you. I know it sounds kinda crazy but after all this while you still manage to take my breath away. I love you honey, it is a spell that you have cast on me I know, and I hope that it continues to weave its magic forever. help me to make it more romantic, thank you.