Excitement at every turn?=。=

2014-06-13
a bit of grief..
facing the life's turning point,say goodbye to my tutor..What will happen in the future？I have no idea,and my friend has been hired by design institute,that's what I long for,but too shy to talk,to open my mouth,to express what I thought. Each time I'm about to open my mouth, I give way to silence.
We were in the same starting point before,I'm looking forward to the future,the bright one. Brief period of enthusiasm, 。。。,not that actually, just a bit procrastination,damn shortcoming( Curriculum design which I did not completed perfectly,and dare not to ask for advice...
Now things have settled,an internship opportunity,the interviewer asked me professional problems and I gave all answer according to what I learn. I went through the interview process and was ultimately hired ,though not such great place as Design Institute or State-owned enterprise,still it's a chance for me,a lot of specialized knowledge I need to learn. For one year.
I still longing for become an engineer,though this year I changed a lot,timid,shyness,shilly-shally,dare not to express my views or ask for help and advice.... Life still have a long way to go,there is a pressing need to overcome these shortcomings.
Wanna speak my mind loudly, stopped being shy eventually,all these.. will strive to achieve our own dreams.