Lukasz, A Story

Lukasz was only 25 but he felt like he was in the his teens. He thought the youth is not an age but an attitude. In this way, everyone could choose the age they like the most and stay in that forever and, no doubt undoubtedly, the teens was were his very favourite time.

Only he could feel the adrenalin when he behaved like a teenager. Driving a car with his friends, smoking weed and drinking at the same time was the most excitement exciting moment of every Friday’s night.

Nevertheless, it was only one thing that remembered reminded him he was not a teenager anymore: the society. A few months ago his mother threw out him out of the house and make made him to get an underpaid job and a tiny house. Besides, his girlfriend was boring to be in the house and she only talked about how important the family is.

How could he know that Emily wanted a baby? Why a baby? Wasn’t the sex enough entertainment? The best thing of Emily was having sex with her but, lately, she wasn’t very enthusiastic and her face was turning in a mother’s face.

His mother always said that the Polish men were not ever grown enough to be a father. But he was sure he could be a father, of course he was, after all, his father could be a father despite of that he never separated from his vodka’s bottle.

So there he was, above an inexpressive Emily, doing trying for a baby. It was not difficult but, all at the same time, he felt fear because his friends told him that the women who have a baby then were become less horny and this could be a problem for him because he was horny all the time.

Despite all these worries, Lukasz knew that the secret of the life was living in the moment and he was very alive. This night he went out with his friends to take a ride and, maybe, to hit some fags, so he came back to house with his bossy girlfriend and felt he was still a man.

Being a teenager would be easy forever. He only needed his crazy friends, his drugs, his porn movies, his video games… Anyone nobody couldn’t take this from him, not even his girlfriend and his mother. And he would assure ensure that his baby, his future son, was a good teenager too, as him and his father and his grandfather and…