just want say something

I am from China,as you know before we going to go to a university we would taken must take an exam ,and it is called the Chinese colleague college entrance examination. Unfortunately，even though I study studied very hard i still lost failed it.  We spend more than fifteen hours a day to study studying and sleep less than five hours.  We study so for many majors such as mathematics, biology, chemistry,  Chinese，and English.  I have always wondering that wondered why we need to study so many, because you just choice choose one major in the university.  In fact ,my score is was not so bad ,but I cannot go to a famous college colleague.  I think I deserve to go to a better one.  So I choice chose to study overseas study.  That means you must stay alone and far away from some people. your father and mother, your girlfriend ,your friend. But I want to get a better future and return with honour, respect, and knowledge. I wish hope I can made make it.