I changed a lot I cant image i m determined not to meet him again.have said good bye many times,at last we stay together.but i know i m leaving.i dont know when i will leave forever.i think i should not do things like this.locked his number so that he cant call me.he can send message,but i keep the right to decide to reply or not.it seems to be cruel.if not,it will be much more cruel to myself.sometime people are selfish,i m an ordinary people.there s no doubt i m selfish.all i want to say is i m tired ,i quit. from now on,i ll live in my way,alone,peaceful,happy ...with my friends.its a good way.at least,i got a place to hide where you cant hurt me. i changed a lot.i m not a weak girl as before.i want to be strong,independent,optimistic...and i m making it.