Random Jottings 1

i feel a little hesitant to learn Clinical medicine, it's too tiring and it isn't the most important problem,i can learn all night and i don't mind being tired,hard and uncomfortable words are too hard because they are just translation's from English that i can not comprehend and remember. it does'nt matter, I can solve them all  by myself. But i feel hopeless with hospital ,the rules in hospital,medical trouble and reasonless sufferering,medical trouble , only in China, Chinese characteristic, if some sufferers feel the medicine tangle was unreasonble,some of them emploied medical trouble to destruction something they have seen ,even more hurt doctors,nurses.i have a bit apprehention,in the spring festival and the holiday's just like it,most of us can't go home to stay with our families,we have to take care of patients but we don't receive respect ,when i see the news about that i feel hopeless, but i still love my country, love my school, I hope nobody can hurt doctors'and nurses'life,i hope the legislasion can protect innocent people away from harm, I hope anything will be better. I believe everything will be better. I love my parents and my brother forever, I hope I can take care of them. I hope i can help the people who need help, so i decide to learn Clinical medicine,i have to remember a lot of knowledge ,one teacher tells a joke about it, when a patient asks for help , you tell her:"sorry,i forgot or i haven't learnt the disease ." it's terrible. We must remember the infomation these books, I hope everything will be better,i hope i can pass the most important test. Best wishes to everyone i know.   I am not the best at correcting work but this is a little better. excellent work, well done :)