I've never stopped caring about you(2)

Then One day, a heavily raining day, I went to the KenGee Cake instead of the gym. You texted me “What are you doing? I don’t see you around the gym.” And I lied to you that I had stayed up at work. After doing working out at the gym, you passed by the KenGee Cake and found me there - what a coincidence!

That’s was the most embarrassing moment I’ve ever had. I sat there, held holding a cup of café coffee and had nothing to say, like a chump. the air was solidified, There was tension in the air and you just stared at me, looking quite stunned.

“What’s wrong with you?”, you asked. I felt speechless and very ashamed. You became upset and impatient. I suddenly walked out that of the store and you followed. I eventually told you the secret that I was carrying around: that I was gay. You pretended to be shocked and then comforted me, “It’s not a big deal, there’s lots of people like you who feel attraction to the same sex.”.

Days went on, and we got along with each other much better than before, as if nothing had ever happened. But you had never said that you were gay and or mentioned anything regarding about it until you texted me again couple days ago (although you had kissed me and slept with me during that time). 

Confessing that you were homosexual, you said you thought were thinking of me and wanted to see me again as when I came back to Changsha. Actually, I really did want to give it a shot to and fix our relationship, but you were still in marriage married. 

I had no clear idea about how to deal with the relationships among between you and me and your wife. So I decided to quit. I replied, “Yes I did, I used to love you and you love me too right now, but I’ve changed. It’s over, I’m enjoying my new life here, please stay away from my life.”.

Good job!