I've never stoped caring about you

It has been so long since I left Changsha where I met you. I thought that you would gradually fade away from my mind, because I've always believed that time can cure everything, however, sometimes it doesn't work.
Every time I was told about you or noticed your updates on QQ status, it reminded me of all of the whole things between us, it seems like it was just happened on yesterday.
From the moment I saw you at gym, as when  you came up to me and corrected the gesture of my sit-up. I knew. I knew that we're we were going to have something.
You’re a tall man, with crew cut hair, whose eyes are expressive. It was at that time that you put your hands on my shoulders and then let me up and down over explaining the right actions, I felt myself becoming immersed in your world. My heart was beating while my face was getting a little bit of hot and my tongue became a little stiff. That's awkward, I didn't even know whether you’re straight or gay, and I can’t ask you straightforward because it’s quite rude while and I’ll get unexpected results from your reaction. I just tried to go back to normal, and you've been talking many types of subjects all the time, most of them about fitness and training, others about yourself. You were really as fluency fluent as a lecturer, and you did most of the talking. Before we said goodbye I asked for your cell phone number, and you answered very promptly.
Afterwards, we've almost met at the same place, The Miracle Gym, every single day. As if all staffs (stuff?) have had  been settled down ahead of time, we have been getting much more familiar with each other, we talked about everything, and you were also a good joke teller, and you always made me laugh.
It seemed that everything was going well, but I was aware of the problem that I had fallen in love with you, which and I would get hurt if you’re straight, having a boyfriend, or whatever. I felt a kind of panic and I came to avoid you.
Then one day, a heavy rainy day, I went to the KenGee Cake store instead of the gym. You texted me “what are you doing? I don’t see you around the gym.” And I lied to you that I had stayed up at work………