Why English ?

It just considred dawned on me that i can write my keep a diary in on italki and feel free to write/speak about about teelling my emotions . And , maybe some people will correct me , some of them others will just read it , some will like it and others will consider it as beginner's paragraph . BUt the main reason for writing this is just to have the chance of expressing myself wish which is an opportunity that is not available to meevery time all the time. well I'm really really looking forward to speaking as like a native speaker without any hesitations or feeling shy shyness, in other words to be fluent .I've been learning English for about maybe 4 years but it was never was enough for me cuz because it was just simple 2 hours a week two or four hours a week in High school . however this year I'm in the departement of English literature wish which has a big influence on me and pushes me to know learn more about other cultures . the thing that never realizes zithout having friends all over the world and learn Moore vocabulary This also helps me to make more friends all over the world and to enrich my vocabulary. so this is why I'm realy interested in English. It's true that linguistics is a fascinating subject.

     I just considred that i can thought I would write my diary in iTalki and feel free about telling expressing my emotions. And Maybe some people will correct me, some of them will just read it, some will like it, and others will consider it as a beginners paragraph. BUt The main reason for writing this is just to have the chance of expressing myself. which is not available every time . well , I'm really reaaally looking forward to speaking as good as a native without any hesitation or feeling shy. In other words; to be fluent. I've been learning English for about maybe 4 four years, but that was not never was enough for me to become fluent, because cuz it was just simple 2hours a week or my class time was only two-four hours per week during high school.
     This year, I'm studying in the depertement of English literature, which has a big influence on me, and pushes me to know learn more about other cultures. The thing that I never realized zithout having was that I could become friends with people from friends all over the world, and learn Moore more vocabulary, so this is why I'm reallly interested in English. It's true that linguistics is a fascinating subject. 

wwhy english ?

I just considred that i can write my diary in italki and feel free about teelling my emotions . And , maybe some people will correct me , some of them will just read it , some will like it and others will consider it as beginner,s paragraph . BUt the main reason for writing this is just to have the chance of expressing myself wish is not available every time . well , i'm really reaaally looking forward to speak as a native without any hesitation or feeling shy in other words to be fluent .I've been learning English for about maybe 4 years but never was enough for me cuz it was just simple 2hours a week or four in Hugh school . however this year I'm in the depertement of English literature wish which has a big influence on me and pushed me to know more about other cultures . the thing that never realizes zithout having friends all over the world and learn Moore vocabulary . so this is why I 'm reallly interested in English .it's true linguistics is a fascinating subject .

wwhy english ?

I just considered that I can write my diary in italki and feel free about teelling my emotions . And, maybe some people will correct me, some of them will just read it, some will like it and others will consider it as a beginner's paragraph . But the main reason for writing this is just to have the chance of expressing myself wish is not available every time [I do not know what you are trying to say]. Well, I'm really reaaally looking forward to speak as a native without any hesitation or feeling shy: in other words to be fluent. I've been learning English for about maybe 4 years but it never was enough for me cuz because it was just simple 2 hours a week or four in High school.  However this year I'm in the department of English literature wish which has had a big influence on me and pushes me to know more about other cultures. The thing that never realizes without [I do not know what you are trying to say]  having friends all over the world and learn Moore more vocabulary. So this is why I'm reallly interested in English. it's true It is true that linguistics is a fascinating subject.

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