i have a goal I always have many targets. Learning pencil sketch and guitar,I'm a mechanical design engineer,and I have trying to learn something about electric . I always have a bad self control,so my improvement is ... you know. Several days ago,I saw a beautiful girl online. Some sounds told me that it's time to do something.I'm not good enough ,but I want to let her know my feeling when she came into my view,maybe came into my life,which my hope is at lest. I have no courage to tell her,I haven't have good sleep ,so today I write my secret here.