why is my English was poor?

I have learned been learning English for more than ten years,. Bbut I can't speak and write precisely. wWhat I learned is how to acquire the high grades from an exam from one time to anther time one exam to the next.

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wWhen I dig into the websites, I found find many person people who look at looking the something learning another language as a funny thing.
They learned languages as a small children as a baby, without fear , without anxious or anxiety. iInstead, they had of with fun, and because they As they using a positive attitude to accepted everything with a positive attitude something, they learned speed of learning foreign languages quickly also is grew fast as a children.

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As above I mentioned above, I think my primary reason main problems were was lazy with anxious laziness and anxiety. wWhen I use gGoogle or italki to find how to use a some word how to use, I can find many items. wWhat I should do is read it these and use them it with patience and a positive attitude.
I am going to write an note at least once a week.
Thanks for your reading.

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muzeewa, I think it's great that you are committing to learning English with a positive attitude. Have as much fun as you can while you are learning! Listen to English TV, movies or radio shows, listen to music (and sing along), read magazines. In short, anything you like to do in Chinese, try it in English! That way, you will learn faster and also be happier while you learn.

A few comments on the text above.

I'm not sure what you are trying to say in the middle paragraphs (marked with ***.) For example, did you mean that some people find learning language easy, because they approach it as if they were a child? Or did you mean that some people think it is easy, only because they never tried learning a language as an adult?

A quick grammar tip:

I have learned = started learning in the past, finished learning.

I have been learning = started learning in the past, still continuing to learn (not finished).

And, all sentences in English always start with a capital letter.

Anyway, great attempt - I look forward to your next notebook entries. Keep persisting, have fun, and soon you will be an expert!