Any change is accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts

I have been working for four months after my graduation. As a student of arts, working in the science or engineering field makes me feel stressful, sometime even stifled. I do not wanna (wanna is OK, but very informal) be just an airfone or a translator, I just wanna have my own choices and make my own decisions, but I know that I did lack the knowledge of science which determines i can not whether I deserve the privilege to decide something as i think it is reasonable.
Once you decide to walk on a totally different way, the way that deviates from the path that your parents have paved for you, the way that your friends do not support and understand, the way that you may feel hopeless and lose your honor and confidence, the way that you may feel lonely and hardly make friends, you still have to face it because only after you have experienced drawbacks and discomforts you will distinguish right from wrong.
I like these words"Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts." I always know perseverance makes a big difference.

Very good Joan!  Create your own path and live the life you want to live!