(Don't) believe me...

Have you ever felt loneliness? I'm sure you have... Somebody felt it when they had been selected candy, somebody when they were left by their boyfriend and somebody felt it when their closest people and relatives betrayed them. People you have always known in one moment become strangers for you and you dont understand how to live anymore, how to wake up tomorrow, how to eat together, to be together... You cry and bite a pillow so that you don't start screaming, and you feel like your heart will be torn to pieces or just will stop.
When you open your eyes, you understand 'It isnt bad dream, its true life' and you want to cry and run away, you dont even want to live, because every breath is hard for you, but you continue to breath in and breath out...
You just don't believe anybody, trust nobody and continue to go your own way...

[Good English, but more important, very powerful emotions. ]