Confusion I'm standing here now on. I'm standing on all of my ideas which is little bit difficult come true. I'm studying about Philosophy in the one of Indonesia's university, but i want to go abroad to study about Research Methodology. I guess i will be happy and pleasant if i can learn in England, or America, or another countries in Europe's land. I started my efforts with studying English language. I though it's the important point before I read English's books or speak with English native-speaker. Furthermore, my problem is i can't speak English everyday. I knew if i don't practice more and more, my English is no use. So, i tried to find social media or websites providing communication between me and English native-speaker. I found italki.com. I get many friend here. I won't be afraid if i seldom speak English in my days. I can chat or ask many people here. My problems in English could be solved fast. But, actually it's still less influences for improving my English. I still cannot speak English face-to-face with native speaker. The next problem is i don't know how to make my dream to study abroad comes true. I have no any connections or relationship with anyone there. I do want it. So that's why, now i'm still full of confused...