On another day

Every time I try to see you I understand that LADY LIFE disagrees with me. You know it's hard to be far away from you. But you! You don't do anything to help me. I feel like you want to break my heart apart, make a hole in it. I know you are a bad, bad boy, but why dont you want to come to me. I know you liked my sweet face, my beatiful black and blue dress. But I also know you have a girlfriend and a dozen girls in store. I want to say you can do anything you want but you can't always make me depend on you, you're not my DRUG. In a week you'll be NOTHING, NOTHING to me. There will be no place in my heart for you, no place in my brain for you, no place in my BEAUTIFUL LIFE FOR YOU. I'll begin my new life, turn a new page WITHOUT YOU, without your stupid words and stupid funs, without your black eyes and BIG BLACK BROWS. I will do it, yes, YEAH! And how? Don't depend on you believing or not believing in me. I don't care. I can do it in a week... but not now. Now I want a day without thinking about you. Want a night without dreaming about you. I just want to know, to understand your real senses about me. I wanna save my little heart from your levity. Because I know YOU'RE NOT THE MAN THAT I NEED, YOU'RE JUST SOMEBODY'S REAL BOYFRIEND, AND I'M THE NEXT TOY FOR YOU...