Monday syndrome Maybe because of the Monday syndrome, I feel bad today. The project get stuck now, the vendor and the customer are both pushing me so hard that I don't know how to handle it. To tell the truth, I don't have a degree in travel major, or much experience in travel field either, I look so stupid when my colleagues and vendors are talking about the matters I'm not familiar with, it feels awful. Another problem is about my character. Being a start-up employee, I can hardly be strong enough to cope with the troublesome vendor, who should probably be working to their feet with my requests. Unfortunatly, the reality is the opposite. How pathetic! Now back to my co-workers, my manager always expect me to know everything she takes for granted despite she never taught me anything at all. My co worker, on the other side, laugh at me whenever I make any tiny mistakes even it's not of their business at all. I really don't understand why they could be so harsh to me. Maybe this is the real career life, people can be mean and even vicious any time as much as they want, and I can do nothing but to improve myself, or just leave for a more peaceful circumstance. What do you think?