About painting All the time I draw and draw... I draw for 9 - 12 hours a day! I'm really tired... Everywhere I see only colored spots, they are blue, red,yellow, green, ocher, purple and their mix... Sometimes I think I'm going crazy. It takes a lot of energy. I begin to hate painting... When you draw a few hours you cease to see a painting, you see only a paletteof spots. They are whispering, talking to each other. And you are trying tohear their talk you are trying to understand them, but it is really difficultbecause there are so many of them! Your head begin to spin and it starts toseem to you that you are lost and you are in the maze... I like to draw watercolors. I understand everything there. I know how thispaint can move, I know how to manage them, I know their language. Watercolor is live, free and light, they are breathing. And when you paint with water colours,it is like if you are flying. Oil paints are completely different... You need to put a lot of paint layers to achieve desired result. I like how it looks but I can not understand how it to do. I don't speak the language of oil paints yet...