What I have to do?

Most people aren’t satisfied their situation. I wanted to make money when I was a student. Now I want to study abroad. I'd like to work and study abroad if there is a chance. Most of the people said to me “You don’t know what you have to do now. You have to try to change a temporary position to a permanent position. What will you do after the job expiration of a contract? Do you want to go abroad? You can do it during your holiday. I think you have escapism” Yup. They might be talking the truth. Sometimes I don’t want to go to work, I don’t like my manager, I can go abroad during my holiday, and I’ve already been Taiwan and China this year. I’m always worried about losing my job, but they think I don’t care about losing my job.

Sometimes I think it is a little late to study abroad. I know it is too difficult to give up everything to go abroad to study and work. If I were abroad, I would miss my friends and family and experience difficulties. Also, I know my English is not good and I don't have a special ability to study language. Maybe I seem pessimistic, but I'm not. Some of people said to me “You're living in a fool's paradise.” Haha I just want to experience many things.

Anyway, I have to work to the end of this year, but not sure I have to work at my company in 2014. I can work at there til August of 2014. I don't want to be under stress from my work. I’m looking for best way for me! Best wish for me ^^

The photo is of Taiwan

[Very good work.  "Most of the people" is correct, but you would most often see it as "most people".  Good luck]