H ope

Hope is something magical. Sometimes it is something that makes you work hard, and is our spiritual support. And, sometimes, hope is the thing that make you collapse.
Recently, I have been making an important decision that about whether to have my graduate studies in my undergraduate university. As a member of a special class，I don't have the opportunity to be recommended to study in a better university. I want to fight for it to get the opportunity. It is really hard. Each time I decided to give up, there was hope telling me that I can make it. I have been disappointed for many times, which makes me almost break down.
Now, I give up totally. I won't fight for it any more. I want to be admitted by passing the graduate entrance exam though it may be a very tough way. Come on Chaney, You'll make it!

[Good work.  The best of luck to you in your efforts.]