The most reliable people is always yourself I won't believe anyone easily anymore. I have been deeply appreciate the lesson that counting on yourself if your want to be successful. May be I am too confident. I think I am getting excelled, at least better than most people in my class.Successive failures make me begin to doubt my ability. Everyone has found their way, Why it is so hard for me to look for a suitable mentor ? Why they turned me down after a successful interview. I am really hurt deeply. I choose to give up. I choose a hard way that taking part in graduate entrance exam. I know what it means when I made this decision. I am ready to endure hardship. I believe I can achieve my goal as I am fighting for my dream.