I AM LOST I feel lost. I am not gratified with my current status, no matter it is regarding the job or the life. To begin with the job, i am multitasked in the company, being a receptionist while i am also a foreign sales, the only foreign sales as our company’s foreign business is not that mature for the moment, the domestic biz is the core of the whole company, the ex (foreign sales) was simply in charge of foreign trade whose salary was higher than mine, though i am multitasked. I am well aware that i was a graduate when coming to the current company and i did not expect a very high salary, however, it has been half a year since i came to the company, i don’t think foreign trade biz is promising, though as per what my colleagues told that the order qty since my coming is not less than before when the ex was working here, i even asked our forwarder what the order qty is when the ex was in charge of , because i think the order qty is too few, which got me extremely frustrated, the answer is as same as my colleague’s ( the order qty is almost the one ex made. ) Last week, i got a big order, which made me absolutely happy, furthermore, this order impressed my boss, he showed his concern about this order and encouraged me to do better, i said ‘ Yes, i will .’ After that, he sent a expression of thumb-up via QQ. Though i gained some sense of achievement due to that order, i still cannot see any hope in my position, when i have nothing to do in foreign biz, my work is a receptionist only, i bet you will not satisfy if being a receptionist in your 20s. When colleagues in domestic biz are as busy as bees, i felt i am nothing, i have nothing to achieve, my ideal job is never ever being a receptionist. I do want to hunt for a new job, but owing to the procrastination, it has not been realized till now. I admit i am too lazy to look for a new one, thinking of delivering resumes, going out for the interviews, the idea for job-hunting abandoned. What’s more, the job landing rate this year for the graduates is the most low. I am prety worried that i will fail to find a decent job in such circumstance, plus, it is too hot to go out for the interviews in July and August. Moreover, i have not figured out what kind of job to hunt for. I am so fed up with the reception work, receiving expresses, faxes, scannings and so other reception work. Can anybody give me some kind suggestions? Many thanks in advance!