it's sucks

DAMN it's so bad, I just wanted to say that.
lol, I'm just kidding
I dont know why
Because when I tell everyone that most of the time I'm ok.
Even happy. the fact that I get lonely easily, it's not especially at day or night.
it's when I'm not in the crowded of mall activities or
in my friend apartment with others.
the most time in my half life, I spend with my own .
I always stay up until 5am or more .
So when I'm lonely I think too much, and when I think too much I get depressed,
and when I get depressed and I think my twitter is sick of hearing about it, I blog.
So I might go write a letter now, because I'm scared
my blog will get the same feeling just like my twitter.
so now I might write a note on italki, may be it's better, because I would get an advice from some one out there , it would help me to improving my english
yeah it is


me

If you wrote this fast, your english is impressive.

Just I dont think we say "at day" . Dont know why.

First start sleeping because lack of sleep makes your feelings wrong and can lead to depressive mode.