Carol's notebook entry: What is the value of my life ? I often think what on earth we chase in life. Wealth ,reputation health ,marriage ,and lover………etc. because there is nothing we can take away when we die. Maybe I am a pessimist and don’t know how to enjoy Laughter, anger, sorrow and happiness happened in whole life and don't believe the ture love would come down on me. However, I still try comply with some books teached to transfer negative emotion to positive emotion and focus on every event which let I feel delighted or any people who let I feel warm. Otherwise I don’t know what the value of my life is .